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Brief update for the weekends! :D
Enjoy the pictures! I look the same for all pictures sia!
Hahahah!

Nights! (:


Saturday at Yewtee Point to watch Weiting, Mad and XX and Jingwei's performance!
Waited for baby to end from his work also! OMG! Fetch him from work! Went to 163 for dinner! Slack awhile then cab home! :D

Sunday! Meiyan and my day!!!!!

Congratulation Meiyan! Muacks muacks! Stay happy and xing fu! :D

They were like so sweet, and Meiyan is so pretty! Her hubby made a MTV, which looks pretty funny. But the effort made were so touched! Can't stop laughing and envying her. Awwww..

Beside joining her wedding lunch, it was also like a dance gathering. Very glad to see us gathering together again! :D

Group photo with Meiyan!!! (:

With Huilong and Kejun.

L: Me, Vanessa, XX, Mad. R: Me and XX.

XX & Vanessa.

Wanting, Mad.

Weiting, Cheryl.

Shihui, Rachel.

Jiayin, Jingyi.

Well, it was pretty fun laughing, eating, talking and taking photo with them. Nearby get sabo-ed by them again. Lucky, but, we wasn't happy when Laoshi asked us not to go up. Well, maybe they are not, but i am a little. Cause, we just want to make Meiyan happy.

Anyway, lunch ended at 3plus. Left and Malcolm drive some of us to City hall. Meet up with BABY at Orchard. He took half day yesterday, so we went to walk walk. :D

Walk awhile then we went to eat something. Had Fish & Co. Mine is seriously not very nice luh. Some more pretty exxxxxxxxxx! Sorry baby! XP

We ate kinda long. I was laughing like mad in the restaurant. Hahahahahah! Baby keep make me laugh, make me stomach cramp only! OMG! I was laughing while typing all this out!

Lovelove! :D

After that, walk awhile then bus to Baby house for a short rest, because i was on heels and my leg is breaking. Slack awhile then cab home again! OMG!! Waste money waste money! The both of us has decided to cut cost after he get his pay! We must spend lesser already!!

Must save for the future! Heehee! :D

I wanna go holiday with Babyyyyyy!

HAPPY 1 YEAR BABYYYYY! <3

It's really not easy, and i am going be the one that you love the most. Thanks for everything Baby, muacks muacks muacks muacks!

(:

I LOVE YOU. ( This is type by baby using his phone! :D :D :D )

1 year anni ♥

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY, BABY♥

I am still awake at this point of time. Why why? Not because i want to online. Is because i want to write something for my baby boy! :D

Time passes so so so fast. 1 year just pass so quickly. Think back to last year, everything starts so suddenly! Hahaha!

Strangers- Classmates- Friends- Lover.

To me, i think, is really fate that brought us together, although, maybe it wasn't meant to even started. Heh heh heh! :D

Many many things have happened in this short 1 year. Several break ups, countless quarrels, but infinity happiness.. Though sometimes, i feel real upset over everything, but we still manage to spent our time for the entire 1 year. I really have to thanks baby a lot a lot.

Thanks for tolerating me. I know my bad habit. Sorry for all those naggings, i know i irritates you so easily. Thanks for the care and concern you given me. The hugs and kisses. The scoldings and naggings. The money you spent on me. The effort you spent on me. The forgiven, given to me. And of course, the love for me.

Thanks for not giving up on me until now. Even though you have already given me so many chances. I don't know how to cherish only until i know that, i will lose you. Sorry for all those!

Really..

I really deeply appreciate everything..

I am really sorry for all those quarrels i brought to you for the past 1 year. Sorry for all those unreasonable, selfish, retarded, stupid, kb, gl issues that affected you so so much. I always think i never once did something to at least satisfy you, or made you feel glad. But, the coming 1000 years, i will.

I have learn something on you. I promise, i will treat you better and no more breaking of promises. This i promise you..

1 year can be considered as long/short. But to me, i really feel glad that i have you with me. I never once regret to be with you. Serious. Because, the best thing about me, is having you as my dearest boyfriend. You never failed to give in to me after few days of naggings from me. I always nag at you and irritate you till you talk to me. I know that is not a very good method, but, i just can't stop myself from msg-ing or talking to you.

I didn't know i couldn't did that. I feel so uneasy not talking/msg-ing you. Pretty odd yeah? Hahahah! My brain can never control my hand. Hence i can't stop msg-ing you or fan you. Sorry for those okays? I just can't change that habit of mine! XP

Baby, you made me fall so deeply in you. And i will never be able to get out of your heart. I am drown to the bottom of your heart, and i can't swim! :D

I love you so much. After all the quarrels, all the unhappy, all the angry, all the cryings, all the headache, all the rubbish, all the lies, all the jiao wei, all the kns matters. I never will wanna give up our r/s. Whatever happen. I will try my best to always salvage it. Thanks baby, thanks for saying you are addicted to me. So am i. You are my drugs, once addicted, i can never live without taking it! (OMG! sounds so wrong!)

I will work hard. No more quarrels please baby!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

I used around an hour to post this. Been thinking what to type here.

Whatever it is, baby, you are my everything! Don't think that i can find anyone i love so much.

Baby, please don't think too much. I won't leave you, never. I don't need car/bike/lorry/taxi/bus/train, i need only you. Don't stress okays? Give you kisses! MUACKS!

You made my day! You make me smile so brightly like a giant spotlight! Because of you..

(:

Happy 1 year to you, baby. (:

MY NEW PARTNER, KEXIN!





Okay okay, like finally i have the time to blog blog blog! Actually i do on my laptop during the night, but just don't have the feel to post plus i don't have pictures to post only until Kexin uploaded it! Heehee! :D


Wednesday night, after my super long school day. Went off to studio with my subway meal and i saw michelle awwwwwww! Cheer up okay, girl! (:

Dance and dance, nothing much also. Home after that. Very tired.

Thursday! Lectures and lab! Very sian, but lucky i have Kexin with me. Heehee! <3
Is like better than no one with me. Some more i get to group with her in lab, and we are the first one to finish the thing. Pro or what? Hahahah! :D

Friday, nothing much, except that the lessons are extremly boring!! OMG!
Chatted with Kexin last night. Why everyone also moody eh? YOU DON'T EVER WALK IN THE RAIN AGAIN HORH!! You sick i how eh?? :(

Cheers! <3

Anyway, i love baby a lot a lot. Tomorrow is the day! Blog more tonight!!!
Off to dance now!

byebye!

Even if don't want to think about it, it still comes naturally..

Why am i feeling so affected? hmmmm..

The best thing about me is you.

Second post of the day!

Anyway, i had a real nice lunch with baby today. Class at 1pm. PCIT.
Did a little of work then start practical. Partner with Kexin again! (:
We were like, don't know how to do, but end up finish faster than some of them in the class. Funny right? Like tikam tikam. Hahahah!

Then walk to lecture hall after 3hours! Eeeew~ 3 hours man! Tomorrow, MA, 3 hours! Kill me please!!! :(

1 hour lecture, pass pretty fast. Kexin's friend was like entertaining us. Keep making me laugh. Funny person. Parted with her, then went off to Blk 23 to meet baby and kaixiang. Leave awhile later.


I really don't know what should i do. Stuck in a super difficult state. Like in the middle of no where.. Very sian.. if i were to be generous, will i get to lose you without me knowing it? Or even gave you to her.. you know, i don't mean to be selfish or petty. But, shouldn't i do something to protect someone that belongs to me? confusing..

Anyway, i felt a little let out/better after some talkings. Maybe to him, i might not be considered as talking out or thrashing out. But whatever i let out, i feel really a lot a lot better. I hate crying. It makes my eye pain and causes me headache. And i always don't sleep well! :( Thanks baby for listening, maybe sort of assuring me. I love you many many! Muacks!

Something piss me off last night. Then i was like talking to baby about it, but i still can't help to think or assume or maybe imagine it! Arghhh!

If i were to know you are doing something behind our back, i won't forgive you. Because you will hurt us. And i promise and i swear, i will do something to it. Because i want to protect the people i want to. It's not like, i can't. 说的出。做的到。我会不惜一切代价也要争一口气。I swear, people. Piss off. ( Don't ask me anything!)

Say out might makes me feel better! That's it.

And oh!!! I left my mouse in the lab today. Cannot take back liao! :'(

Nights! :D

I have no pictures to upload, that's pretty bored. It means this will be a very boring post. Don't want read also nevermind. :)



I think it's time to change a new blog skin? Agree? :)

Blogging in the a rainy weather, feels pretty good. (Except that the rain will splash) Hahaha! Good ambience while waiting for baby's lunch break. I am hungry.

I spend a superb weekend. Friday to Sunday. Don't have much to elaborate, because i myself know it is enough. Though, i spend quite a bit, but it was worth while man! I still want it want it want it! Hahahhah! <3 baby.

Monday school again. IS, Life Science Revolution. Talked about cloning. Don't really agree with cloning. Imagine having someone totally genes and dna and look and character. Won't it be odd? You will no longer be special. But they want to use it on other purpose like, clone organs or clone babies for infertile couples.. Pros and cons. But, i just don't like the idea.

Anyway, we had presentation on cloning. And i couldn't talk normally while talking to the class. Like retared! LOL.

Class end a little early, but it was like, 8am class leh! Super tired! Roarrrrrrrrrrrr!
Went to look for Eilly and had my lunch. Go over to OurSpace for Jenga? Lol! Damn funny! Their forfeit damn lame and stupid. But i had a hard time laughing. Hahahahahah!

Didn't get to wait for baby yesterday, cause he end at 5pm! Omg, but i don't really mind waiting luh. But i wanna be a good girl, so i went home first! Myself again, sian horh? Heh heh heh!

Went almost crazy with my sister last night. But, somehow she always irritate me in the end! Spoiler! ROARRR! And she spoilt my bag! Lucky baby gave me his star star! Hahahah! Baby, you say de huh, " what's yours is mine!". :D

Today, i am late for lecture, AGAIN! It's like so awkard to walk into the lecture hall when everyone is already sitting in there!

I am with my dear baby now! Canteen 3 TOMYAM! Hahahah! :D
Class with Kexin later on! Oh yeah! (:
Bye people! :D


" if 3 days could be 300 hundred days, how good can it be? (:"

i don't feel like living anymore, i am serious..

Eh, like seriously, today's weather is like real odd. I keep put on and take off my cardigan. When i am outside of air-con places, i will feel real hot. But once i get into class, i will feel cold! Arrrgggghhhh! What a weather..

Anyway, i think class is more interested when Kexin is beside me! At least i have some one to talk, and some one to ask when i don't know how to do my work! Heh heh heh! :)

PCIT suck, cause it's like totally, PCN. Like shit, cause i still don't really know how to do it. :(

But i still feel happy, as i get to see my BABY after my class. Hahahahahahaha! He still bluff me that he went off already. Make me sad only! Bus to Jp, baby super funny. Hahahahahah.. Bought bubble tea, waffle and Sushi. Then go home liao.

A little while only! ROARRRR!

I am feeling so hot right now!!! :(

Byebye! (:

" It's always so amazing that you don't know when you will lose control out of a sudden. You can never expect that coming.. "

I WANNA SLEEP! :(

Having classes now, and i have kelian the Kexin beside me. She is still sick!

Get well soon yeah! :)

I can really feel my eye shutting down, in like, less than a mintue? It's so difficult to stay awake in lectures! :(

I need to chew sweets. I think that can make me feel more awake. Lol! :)

I am gonna stick to baby later on! Heeheeheeheehee~ :D

That's the only thing i am looking forward to it! Bye!

:D

love you uh, ah liang.. <3

:)

So much to say..

i've so much to say, so much so much.. but to no one. i want to tell everything to you, but i don't have the chance. i'm wrong again.. am i going to be defeated again? arggghhhhhh! i don't want.. i feel so helpless, so unwell..

i... :'(

Very long since i update. My blog seems so dead. No tags huh people! :)

School is starting, tomorrow. Haven been enjoying my holidays. So much happen. Therefore, it's a bad holiday for me! Sigh.. I haven go shopping with baby, and school is starting. What to do?
Sorry baby! :'(

I have none of my class same as baby. But i have a new partner for new sem. KEXIN! You got to accompany me yeah! <3>
Movie, flyer, Esplanade, Bugis with Baby.
09.10.09

Ah zhong's wedding, National Museum.

10.10.09

Party world with EWY, great day spent!

All pictures took from Eilly and Yunqian's blog!

16.10.09

我还能说什么？
I love you, and i will treasure you..
01.11.08 / 09.10.09



Don't know when is the last time i meet EWY,
Friday girls. (:

寂寞的那扇窗，到底几时才可以在打开。

一直在等待。。

i really feel like crying, my heart is really in a mess. i don't know what i thinking, and i don't wish to think. why i cannot be happy??

i can feel myself standing at the edge of the building, baby, pull me back please..

don't let me fall.. i don't want to..

emo-ed.

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SOBS!!!! :'(

Thursday, had a little meet up with EWY! Pretty fun because we saw ....... LOLS! But it was kinda good to catch up a little. Dance in the evening. Damn bored, small studio some more. Sian...

Friday, work in the morning. Didn't get to use the desktop as today i sitting outside, where Xiujing can see me. Hahahah! Long bang her cab again. Took bus to Clementi to wait for Shihui. We went to walk around while waiting for the others to come.

Had long john for dinner. Wanting, Xiuxuan and madeleine came. Took bus to UCC for performance. Only when i reached, then i know that this performance is a mixture of different races and culture. Pretty nice. Malay dance, modern dance, chinese dance, hiphop, indian dance and another modern dance.

Think for all dance it last about, 10-20 mins? I love the Chinese dance, because it is choreograph by Ding Laoshi, plus the dancers are PRO! :(

AND OH! The finale damn nice! Hahahah! Got to learn from them! :)

Talked to Ding laoshi after the show, i love her luh! She still pat on me, and ask me study hard to get into NUS! Awwww.. I can't even do that! Xiuxuan jiayou okay! :)

Homed after that, very sleepy now. Got to wake up early tomorrow!

Nights!

K, jy. :)

PRETTY MUCH TO SAY!!!!

Let's start with Wanting's birthday. :)

Meet up with Xiuxuan and Zihui at TPY Mrt for Wanting's celebration. Waited for Wanting to come and then took bus to the "10 dollars club". It's a KTV! Only 10 bucks each plus one small bowl of sharkfin! OMG!

The songs there are also quite updated. So quite worth it for us to sing there. Though it's a little too far from BOON LAY!

Had a little surprise for here. Secretly get Shihui to brought a cake for her. Hope she likes it okay! :D


The Birthday girl!!


Me and Shihui.


Me and Wanting.


Me and Xiuxuan.


Didn't get to take a photo with Zihui as she went off first.
We get to sing from 2pm to 7pm. SHARP! The people there will stop all songs at 7pm sharp! Tskk! Super evil. But kinda enjoy that day.

Had dinner at Kopitiam. Not really nice. Still think the korean noodle at Ubi is nicer. Heeheehee~ :)

Went to walk awhile, trying to shop for clothing or bag, but seen none i want. So didn't bought anything that day. Walk awhile then train home. Super tired.


Tuesday,
Was suppose to meet Madeleine and Jaslyn back to Np to get the stuffs back to Huayi. But Shihui call last minute to ask if i could work at a fashion show at 4pm. So i agreed upon asking Mummy. Scare she unhappy again. LOLS!

Met Shihui at 3pm, Harbour Front. Walk over to a place, called "Reflection....". Don't know what. Waited for shuttle bus and reach the place. We reached at 4pm. And DO NOTHING THERE! Was really pekcek! Tskk!

We went there to help people paste photo and sit there for almost the whole day.. =.= PLUS! The dinner came late too. So late then eat! Super hungry!

Helped out to steam the clothing with a steamer. Help to hang the clothes also. Anyway, we went there to be the dresser of the models. AND, the models have real LONG legs! Super envy! Awww!

And, they were all angmoh models, and they don't wear bra at all. Super professional. At first see them, smoking, talking and slacking. But once they were on the stage, you will go, "WOWWW". Serious.

They are damn professional. I also want to have slim and long legs! :(

The whole event start at 10pm. I don't even know why must we reach there so early. Quite regret to work on that day luh. Tskkkkkk!

Super gan chiong to help the models wear their clothing. I have to in charge of 2 models. One is real friendly, but another is so, Eeeeewwwww~

It's pretty scary to actually help them wear their clothing, because there are zips. Cannot zip till their skin, or not i think i will get slap by them! LOLS! Hahahahah! The clothing the designer designed is super heavy, a lot of layer also. Difficult for them to wear, that's why need helpers.

Actually they say need help ypur own model. But when it starts, everyone just anyhow help with one another when they are in the back stage. Pretty good experience though. And i can see models..... Hahahah! :)

Had a quarrel with baby last night. And i actually cannot control my tears and i shed it. The very friendly model saw me crying and she hug me and ask me don't cry. She is like, super nice and friendly. When she hug me, my head is at her shoulder. Imagine how tall they are? Envy envy..

Left early even though the event haven end. Cab home, lucky can claim. As it was already midnight by then. Chiong chiong chiong!! :(

Sorry baby..

Today,
Went over to baby place as i insisted to meet him and talk to him. At least, things are back to normal? Hopefully. Sorry baby, i will work hard de. Just for you and me. I also don't want to see you unhappy. But i know i won't be able to give up, because i only want you with me. Really don't want to be lonely by myself. You really meant a lot to me. More then my fingers and toes can count. Un-countable.. You might not believe what i said, but i know i mean what i said to you. You were the only one i need. I love you, always.. Muackssssss~

Know you have to work almost everyday. Please take care of yourself okays! Pimples growing, later your face not nice huh, so must drink more water! Silly baby. Even you have pimples every where, i still love you, Heeheehee~ :D

Dance at 7.30pm. Supper at 10pm.
Because serve too slowly, that's why i only had a milo dinosaur, then we leave already. Bused home, shower and call baby awhile. Now while waiting for hair to dry, i have the time to post. Hahaha!

My stomach is calling for me, but i don't wish to eat, but i am very hungry! Awww!
Better sleep now.

Meeting EWY tomorrow, but there's dance in the evening. Damn sian.
Nights everyone, long and naggy post. :)

I WANT TO FINSH 败犬女王!!!!!

Argggghhhhh~ So long already, but i still haven finish watching this! :(

Okays, anyway. Dance on saturday, was okay lorh.

Sunday, little short meet up with EWY. Yunqian didn't post my picture with her in her blog. I remember taking photo with her okays!

I am a better girl.. :)

Her zilian picture!!! :)

Chio right? Hahahah! Who want? :)

Life isn't good at all. This holiday suck. And i know, once school reopen worst. Plus i fail one module. Arghhhhh! Sad case. I got to face the same stupid thing again. Like wasting my time in Np. Tskk.

Moodless, sleepless nights, bad temper. When 1 thing don't go smoothly, everything will not go smoothly. Like, what the hell is going on? I don't feel good at all at all. Even i find things to do, it still can't stop me from thinking.

Anyway, it has been a week since i meet baby. I miss him so much! He is so busy working. :'( Want to cry already, baby, faster meet meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

I need so many so many things.
I want a new wallet.
Need new jeans.
Need new shirt.
Need dating with baby.
Need picnic with baby.
Need swimming with baby.
Need movie with baby.
Need singing with baby.
Need buy a little table to put beside my bed! Baby! IKEA PLEASEEEEE!
Need baby luh...

:'(

Whole holiday so bored. So much plans, yet none of it can carry out. LIM JIA LIANG!!!!!!
Roarrrrrr~

In times of need, you are not there. You know i need you, but you choose not to. Can apologise if you want. You know i will listen, i will change. But, you always keep things to yourself. So wanted to rant and nag at you when i am feeling low. But, you were always busy. I must be understanding. I can wait, wait for you to end work. But.. Hmmm.. Shouldn't complain, work is of course more important, i feel so lost without you. Just need you by my side, even if we are not doing anything. Let me hold your arm, and lie on you. That's all i need...

Emo, trying so hard to control my tears, but still. It drops.

Today is Wanting's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOO WANTING! :)

Shall update more on her birthday tomorrow. Nights.